It's February and the sun is going down much later, spring is just weeks away and I am looking out of the window with a cup of green tea running scenarios of next year in my head. Just the thoughts of closing this huge chapter and finishing 12 years of school still hasn't sunk in and it probably won't until the moment I step into unversity. Another thing that is hard for me to grasp is that I will be turning 18 in less than a month. Where did little me go and where did time go? It's like someone just came to me out of nowhere and is basically making me an adult and I am not in the slightest way ready for this role. I'd like to stay 17 for a little while longer. I am not ready to face what's coming up. Anyhow the images above undertake the way I feel and the way I am as of right now. Happy February .